ha

yesterday i saw your bloodshot eyes

i saw you sweating trying to match the tempo

and most importantly i saw you suffering from

lactic acid. This tells me one thing, you're not ready.


vollebak beyond!

tmro is unknown, i will live for today

all that's left

om fuck. i was so screwed up.

sorry but i know it doesnt help anymore

it wont matter to you anymore.

enjoy life as it is for you

i slog

alright

time to get real

3 physics
2 math
2 english.
my head is slightly spinning

the world will do you good one day

now what?

1. you got no evidence then

2. i shot myself in the heart 33 hours ago.

3. sipping starbucks worrying this and that.

4. faris my real bro

5. education is too much of a bother.

6. down under seems too good an opportunity to miss.

7. its 4.15am now and i'm meeting them at 12pm.

this is random but i can predict whether u're gay or not
and its the real gay i'm talking about.

a lie so convincing ,

hellogoodbye

i lost everything overnight, it just feels like the
old bad days. everything went down to the drain
just like before. yes big guy, you control everything.
i gave it all this time, you took it all this time.

the element of surprise and shockness was there
good one i say. im not bouncing back anymore
since everything is pre-planned. jerk.

play me some amber -pacific and hellogoodbye.

Fuck i'm becoming emo.

thats it

o h shucks i called someone '' hellava singlish ang-moh girl''
and i never expect some sec 1 tracker to come to my blog.
Get this right i called her that b'cos she has one of the most
singlish-fy blogs i've come acrossed. and as usual i thought
she was ang-moh or probably mix. so dont go tell her that
i he-john abt her and i stabbed her behind so badly that
she'll cry hearing about it. she is sean's gf and he is my bro.

Ah i cycled from 10.15 pm till 2.40am. my legs hurt alot.
had supper with faris at pasir ris, sorry didnt jio you
cos i scared your parents start calling and start giving
us trouble. whoa cheese fries for $2.5 and chicken chop rice,ymm

fleur de lis

50382

So now i know, johnathan hobie sailor sends
nice songs to miss wee and miss wee then send
them to me. hmm what a small world, thks to friendster.

Nothing much happened this week except for valentines
which wasnt very special. Tried spying on couples
but couldnt find any, such disappointment.

i weigh 52.5 kg now so darn light, form coming
back in fitness. gotta do that damn 60 kg bench
press again. This week was damn slack b'cos
i had no homework at all, been psp-ing like crazy.

on the water in 5 days time hopefully the wind should
have shifted back by then. Found out sean yep's gf
haha she is one hellava singlish ang-moh girl.

I think therefore i am, will try to beat
your record.

Fleur

No smses phone calls emails skype.
I could have turned off my phone for
the past 5 days. losing it wont mean much.

Finally another competition is over, i'm
so burnt , tired and my hands and feet hurts.
light airs today, played some really good shifts
feeling good. 1,2,1,1,1,1,3..

Everyone's at my house now all my distant
family members. I'm not being very polite
by sitting in front of my laptop and not
talking to them. headphone's on and
listening to abit of jazz. bitter sweet symphony.

I gotta hand in chinese compre tomorrow
you think i'll do it?. i wont. i've given up
on chinese, i failed module one chinese test.
I really did studied, really did..

Still trying to get the hand dance thing right
apek can do it really well man. a bit of coordination.
I love my class, i hope ss teacher takes mc tmro.

I want to blog about something that no one will
know and wont be able to figure out, so fun.

how was special day? hmm not nice at all?
okay okay you can pierce your tongue,
just dont drag me along too.

-same ideology
-piercings
-hate school.

Your blood like ice, one look could kill.

he'

happy birthday!.

Its yours, 23 hours 32 mins left

so pls enjoy!

and buy that $15 singtel top-up card

you've got 23 hours 30 mins to do that.

hurry!.

oupa vole

Its her special day in exactly 24 hours time.

Its a beautiful day dont let it slip away:(

Take care, a better tomorrow. He'll fight on

live everyday as if it'll be your last, thats what
i told myself after hearing the news about the
loss of lionel's dad. No one expected anything like
that to happen, especially in sailing. Well it hit
me hard and thoughts flooded my mind.
'' why?'' i asked. Some things need no explaination.
time will not wait for us, if there's something
that you've always wanted to do. Now's the time,
i would want to leave this place saying '' been there
done that''. Be strong Lionel, you've got us
and we'll do whatever possible to make you feel better.

here's the song that i fell in love two years ago,
the song's to you, from faris and i.

Love,me


Chorus;
if you get there before i do, dont give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i dont know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
between now and then , till i see you again
i'll be loving you. Love,me

emo freak not

emo emo emo. may i say wth? why emo
dammit everyone's talking about emo.
uh very nice to emo around is it?.
friends to cousins everyone wannabe emo
so you think emo is the in thing and the
latest trend is it. i got better things to do
than try to find another better identity.

Its a monthly thing, give them a week and
things will be sorted out. if case you guys
dont know what im talking about its call
the parents arguing syndrome. This time
its special because it involves me and my $.

Not being biased but i always feel that
guys are in the wrong when it comes to
relationship and shit. A good example will
be of my own parents/dad.

You people know too much about my personal
life already so can you pls dont come to my blog
anymore. I created this blog so i could see
how much i've changed over the months/years.
Even if its for the better/worse, ..

Put out the fire , stop the clock
burn the cheque, kill this soul.

romeo always bleeds till death

Clear

Flu cough fever and sore throat. wtf
who passed this shit to me?. furthermore
i sat beside ppl that were fine in the bus on tues.

dec-feb. when ppl fall ill easily, its
not nice having liquid food you know.
today, uncle talked abt the cash prize that
i got two nights ago, he said ''rich la confirm alot
of ppl ask for a treat one''. then he said
'' if you treat everyone it'll add up to afew
hundred bucks, so treat the ppl that deserve it''.

Sounds reasonable and neutral actually, if you
arse holes that constantly b-stab me behide my back
ask for a treat im ma gonna give you some good
sherminator ole shit. Those that have been supporting
me all the way, find a date and a treat you will get.

b -stabbers come from a few in 4A and sailing academy.
When will i sail again, what happened to dreams and aspirations?
You look like a boy and thats sick, not cool dude.


clear- 3 kiddos heheh and throw in a dog
its in the package as long as you
serve your life inprisonment faithfully.

TODAY THE YESTERDAY THAT KILLED TOMORROW

1,1,1,2,1,1,1. 10-15 knots

And now i know how it feels like to be peter burling

uh shucks i've got a project to hand in tmro and im so screwed.

nth much happening lately, and i know that my teachers are

gonna scold me tmro, havent completed all my homework yet.

My blog will turn a year old in about a month's time, 3000 visitors

currently since i put the counter on four months ago.



Nothing special for me to blog about except map awards is this thurs!.

and that im gonna have a hell week in sch, prepare for battle!.



where did i go wrong i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night had i known how to
save a life. - miss wee

4 A

Everybody dance now , swing it, say what

4 A

Everybody dance now , swing it, say what

bring

I hear your voice your calling me closer.

Dead boss, i cant feel my hands again. heh
what happened to sailing in 18-23 knots
in nz without gloves. Went shopping just
now for awards night stuff with my cousins.

And had fish and co for dinner, yumyum.
I'm so screwed now, homework's not done .
I'm so screwed now that jess is piss.

Another week of school and another chapter
continues, my aim for this week. To make
my day brighter and sch enjoyable.

i wish we all could win, i wish we all could smile.

pls do, for you'll save this soul. make a wise choice

Now, dont wait

Its been a shit ass week in school and more homework
not understanding what the fuck the teacher is teaching
in class. At least i had math make up today and im confident
of taking the test next week. Physio everyday and
i know my back is just hanging on , its gonna break soon.

Tuesday night was even more fucked let me say.
And why in the world have i been waking up
in the middle of the day for the past four nights in school.


Wednesday was good water trng but after trng at nsc
i saw the fucking sickest shit i've ever seen in my life.
Toying around and you think thats cool is it? I dont care
if you read this shit. HLMTFK. balls to you .

Thursday i had make up lessons physio and psycho.
psycho was one bad shit cos we werent talking about
sailing. And it reads now 169.5cm. i grew.

Friday. After school. Two periods of physics, one of chem
and another two of maths. godlike holy balls. i couldnt take
it. Went home had early dinner started with painting.
You got home and gave me a hella of scolding.

ya and you thought i was playing with you

in fact you were. right from the start.

Beautiful Love

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneathe the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a Beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love